today brian came over and we sprawled on my bed and talked for a long time. i hadn't seen him in nearly two weeks and last night i cried in the shower about it. it's the strangest situation and i never know quite what to do about it when i miss him that much. so i took a hot shower and washed my hair twice. said into my wet palms he's been my ( Read more... )

today i filled out an application to work in a little bookstore near champaign, and for the first time ever on an application, i wrote that i wanted to work forty hours a week. no conflicts, no upcoming vacations, and i filled out all the short-answer questions with all the honesty i had. talked about words and passion and ideas. when i turned ( Read more... )